Gateways to 2012 VIII
Stalking the Ultimate Orgasmic Experience --- Soulization

By Gwynne Mayer

In many ways it is our ultimate orgasmic need to return to the 'womb' which is the safest place for most at least in this physical life, the experience of being in 'all that is' within the warmth of safety and security, that warm wet place from which souls derive all lives. It represents a place where we can feel into what IS, a multidimensional space of the ancient merging with the present, the soul reconnecting to all of its parts, soulization; we are all feeling it, the merging, the dreams that come to us so readily, teaching us lessons and following that golden thread, trying to bring us out of the labyrinth of what seems chaotic into a more connected world where we clearly see all parts of self in one. Our dreams and fantasies are helping bridge many of the gaps that we have allowed to go unfulfilled in this life; the ante is increasing for the 'ascension of 2012' which means the 'realization, enlightenment' making conscious of that which is lain in a warm wet place, a darkened memoriam to all that we have been.

It is important to get in touch with the place of 'dreams', the multi-dimensional dreams of being, where we merge with all selves to our oneself as we have been and bridged many gaps through the eons. My mind says that our psychology, like Jung's collective psychology/spiritual soul psychology, anima mundi was meant, unlike other psychologies to focus on the many lives/longings/myths of our many dimensions, our karma, more to speak; those unfinished parts of self as they have culminated in this lifetime. We can see, these days, that our relationships, the more intimate ones, don't even appeal to us unless the 'other' can look at us with 'soul eyes', so I think what we are all going through as we move toward what I am seeing as Gateways to 2012 as a movement toward soul-eyes-ation or to put it shortly soulization, a regaining of our souls, a movement toward wholeness in every one of our lifetimes and dimensions of memories. We are, without exception, living in parallel worlds where we are asked to view those parts of self that are unfinished, looking for completion and union with the Self. In Field of Dreams we heard 'build it and they will come'. Now, to put our own lives in perspective to our Souls, build a foundation, a space of acceptance where the golden thread of your existence can be woven into a fine cloth of realization and join with the 'here and now' of our souls, reuniting our parts, connecting and reconnecting in ways that enrich and deepen our experiences of this life. The life we were meant to live, an state of ecstasy, where the safety of the womb, the place of orgasmic completion becomes our 'home' our reconnection of Self.

The collective is at work, reminding us of our heritage, our mythological roots, the state of union that we see as a utopian reality, but really has to do with our reunion of self to others and connecting us in ways of finding soul mates, soul connections that lead us to oneness. We have a gentle thread of connection that comes to us through the 'collective world', the collective unconscious, the collective mythology, our roots of beingness as we have lived throughout the ages. The dreamworld is one of those places where we can find the connecting thread (remember Ariadne giving to Theseus) that thread to lead us out of the mists, labyrinth, of many lives into the One, the reuninion and reconnection of all we have ever been or ever are. Many of the 2012 forecasters speak of ascension....the ascension in context means s the 'making conscious and bringing to light' all that has existed in shadows, in the dark and the unconscious, relegating it to the collective to grasp, for those with eyes to see…let them see and grasp their time in the Sun/Sol/Soul...and now it is OUR TIME.

Our trials and tribulations in the form of complexes are here to guide us to our depths, most of the time, those trials and tribulations come through the 'other' our relationships which are many times are problematic and joy filled at the same time and we keep on searching into the eyes of the other for a sense of self, of completion of finding that ultimate orgasm in the womb of the relationship. Is it there? Where is that womb? Does it go back to the mother or the Great Goddess Gaia…the world mother? Our path in the deep dark sea of the unconscious has been deeply confusing, unclear, full of monsters, especially when we strive for depth of meaning and understanding. What entices us further in this current life is the 'mystery of it all', the moving toward 'figuring it out', and yet, resisting the ultimate answer Remember Hannibal Lechter, (Anthony Hopkins), representing the unconscious in 'Silence of the Lambs', utilizes his incredble power to move into the unconscious of the criminal mind, the valley of all of our worst fears, never being caught, but letting his own 'criminality' if you will, be the source of his enlightened answers to 'Starling' (Jodie Foster) representing consciousness and enlightenment, .....We suffer unto our unconscious, always, until we find the mystery of self, our own Self hidden in our own depths.

Our myths live us until we live our myths....and in that 'living' we subjugate ourselves to the twists and turns of the labyrinth. We use the labyrinth as the 'lived and unlived lives of many eons of times and dimensions.' The thread we need to find out of our labyrinth, is indeed a golden thread of consciousness, of enlightenment, an important thread....it seems the thread has a bit of intuitive/brilliant importance, and often the thread exists in the eyes and intuitions of those closest to us…..leading us back to the womb of our soul…..Shall we make the trip together? Join us on http://www.blogtalkradio.com/gateways_to_2012 every Sunday evening at 9:00 PM CDT.